What do I do to ignore them behind me
Do I follow my instincts blindly
Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams
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And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
Or do I try to catch them red-handed
To I trust some and get fooled by lonliness
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
[Myself]
I ask why
[Myself]
I can't rely on myself
[Myself]
I ask why
[But in my mind I find]
I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on
[To what I want when I'm stretched so thin]
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
[To anything, watching everything spin]
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back, I'm senseless
And to go blindly seem defenseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go, I'll be outrun
But if I try to catch them, I'll be outdone
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself
[Myself]
I ask why
[Myself]
I can't rely on myself
[Myself]
I ask why
[But in my mind I find]
I can't rely on myself
[In my mind I find]
I can't hold on
[To what I want when I'm stretched so thin]
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
[To anything, watching everything spin]
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think
I've lost so much
I'm so afraid
I'm out of touch
How do you expect
I will know what to do
When all I know
Is what you tell me to
Don't you [know]
I can't tell you how to make it [go]
No matter what I do, how hard I [try]
I can't seem to convince myself [why]
I'm stuck on the outside
Don't you [know]
I can't tell you how to make it [go]
No matter what I do, how hard I [try]
I can't seem to convince myself [why]
I'm stuck on the outside
I can't hold on
[To what I want when I'm stretched so thin]
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
[To anything, watching everything spin]
With thoughts of failure sinking in
I can't hold on
[To what I want when I'm stretched so thin]
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
[To anything, watching everything spin]
With thoughts of failure sinking in | |
